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2 décembre

My Blogspot

I'M IN BLOGSPOT!!!!!!!!
 
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26 novembre

'Healthy Lifestyle'

The guy who is suppose to date me out tonite bubbled. And guess what?
 
I AM DRINKING RED WINE ALONE AT HOME!
 
Ya. I may sound bored but I am not! Sha has asked me to go JB with her but I rejected cos I am fucking broke. Sob sob.. So no choice lah, stay at home watch TV, drink and smoke ba. Its kinda enjoyable too.
 
I dun't blame him for not respecting me cos I may have mislead him. My friendly, straight forward and open minded could have caused it. I hope ppl just dun get mislead anymore.
 
Everyone probably thinks that I'm a raving nymphomaniac, that I have an insatiable sexual appetite, when the truth is I'd rather read a book although I don't read!!!
 
 
24 novembre

Hopeless

Received a very bad news today. At 11.30am sharp, my current boss announced my 'death' to me.
 
CONGRATULATIONS! I WILL BE TRANSFERRED BACK TO MY OLD DEPT NEXT MONTH!!!! 
 
Isnt it nice??? I took so much difficulty to get out of my old dept and now I am 'invited' to back!!! Suxs! Although there's a new boss taken over, but I sincerely DUN LIKE TAT BITCH!! Yes.. NOBODY likes HER!!!!!!! You know, she is like the 'niu tou ma mian', going around trying to 'hook' our souls.
 
Anyway, what is fixed has already been fixed.. My job scope will remain the same but I think its gonna increase sooner or later. Lets hope its another blessing in disguise ba. More work, more responsiblility, lesser chance to kena chop.. (remember i told you my company going to have another re-org?)
 
Aiyah. just kan kai dian lor. When its time to go, its time to go. My feelings now is like just under go a body checkup and the report says
 
" sorry to inform that you had cancer and its final stage. Medication not needed. Just wait to die" Haiz...
 
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i'm going to miss HIM more.. I wont be able to see him that often le. Cos i will be shifting back to my old office. Suxs.... that 'er mei pai'. No more motivation to work le...
 
On the other hand, i have started to 'miss' another person..... Is he for real or just faking around? I'm not very sure.. I'm very god damn confused........ Why didnt he calls me when I didnt call him? 2 nites le. He really got miss me or not??? He say yes leh.. but i cant feel it..........FUCK!
22 novembre

Pls let me go

When I have decided to forget him, he appeared at my office today......Haiz..... Why? Is god playing with me???
 
 
错了~~是
不要太过单纯太过随便去爱上一个人
不能不承认爱另一面有残忍的成分
我已相信缘分相信责任去深爱我所爱的人
多情的灵魂给了我一生无法愈合的伤痕
你不承认你曾经爱错别人
熟悉的伤痕是一种罪证
对于爱情已经疏远却又对她欲罢不能
请相信我其实我一直在等
你的不经意我都当作永恒
夜已无声抚满泪痕
至少我还有你留下的温存!

歌曲:  
歌手:周杰伦 专辑:十一月的萧邦

  乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外叶已结成冰